I'm currently listening to that Unthinkable Remix with Drake and contemplating my life situation. I'm too down with all the good things that are going on in my life. It's not that I don't appreciate options; I'm just too afraid of choosing the wrong one. Lately, this fear has been more connected to college admissions more than anything - but I think I'll be fine. And with all these college admissions decisions, I have felt more and more disconnected from the people in my life now. Sure, they're going to be temporary but I sure wish we could get along while we're coexisting. I don't understand why people make such a fuss over trivial things when there's so much more to worry about - ha.
Prospects of college are daunting but always inspiring. Temple Experience Day was great and I really almost started tearing up while I was there. Shit, sad movies don't make me cry but Accepted Students' Day did? I think it's more the excitement of being on the cusp of everything I've been waiting for - for
so long. That's why I don't want to mess it up!
On the plus side, I got an 27" iMac. Once you go Mac, you never go back.
Third term is closing this Friday and then it's truly the homestretch.. Damn. I guess I'll just listen to some J. Cole for now and try to breathe easy.
"Losing My Balance" - J. Cole
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